What I suppose to do? You're quite right, I make a lot of troubles. U can go or u can stay,I haven't good words anyway..Of course as a kind of person,who encourages,I would like you to stay and decide it all but it hurts u,really ignore u,u're upset. Don't u realise your position in my life? Sometimes it seems to me that I can't stand it no more. But I can. You said: Eternally. What do u mean..? I know..I understand.
I'm going to Mega,a whole day with little pain. I wanna your calm mood right now.
And smth not about u. You know, I'm tired of calls cause I haven't what to tell and hear. I feel that I deadly need an embrace of Past. It was a dream,I was sleeping and saw him somewhere,we had hugs..and I was crying a little bit.